Tomorrow I have an appointment with my neurologist. I hope it is good news. I must admit I am scared. These last four weeks have been difficult. I have been told I can not drive while I am on duty which makes it very difficult to do my job. So I wait. Wait for the neurologist to tell me my fate. I have not had a seizure since my last appointment. I have minimal side effects from the new medications. I remain hopeful. I remain positive. However, I remain scared.
I am working in my current profession due to a stipend through college. I received a stipend to assist with my education and in return, I have to work for one year. However, if I am unable to complete my duties, I could lose my job and be required to pay all of that money back. I have a documented disability but how do I know that I could not still lose my job.
So I wait......
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